I lazy to write topic lah....

Hahahaha...... donno wat topic should i put.... but its okay anyway.... hehe....


Promos are coming.... and i can still laugh... haha! donno whether i got enough time to study.... been training at night for quite a few weeks already.... seriously, i wanna finish promos and im free!!!! haha... NOT! haha... still got pw and malay 'a' level paper to study..... hai..... haha... malay...... wanna clear malay and get at least an E grade? arrgghh... i dont care anyway... as long i pass... thats enough..... haha... its kinda scary actually as promos are drawing nearer.... my common test results arent that good.... especially geog, gp and malay... hai... same old standard three of my weakest subjects.... haha.... if moe never change the system, i can take double maths already..... den no need to take geog.... haha! anyway, i cant change so too bad for me.... haha..... just need to cope ar....



Time flies really fast.... like wat Raphael had said in his blog.... actually, miss those days you know? hanging around near the pond, playing with "you-know-lah" name...... haha..... it was superb lah.... fun fun fun..... sorry guys, im someone who wants a lot of fun and laughter..... thats me.... haha.... eventhough got disputes ar.... still, we solved it. either hard or soft way..... got someone cried and angry and happy and gay and sad and all lah! haha.....



This pic was taken during my school's grad nite. Well, won the most sporting table award coz we were really really THAT sporting at that point of time.... Woohoo!!! totally superb! well, you guys are great man! should go swimming or hiking or anything lah some other time when ALL of us are free ya? haha!!!!


well, thats all about it today... sept hols are coming.... need to study.... and CONFIRM got extra lesson.... haha....

I lazy to write topic lah....

Hahahaha...... donno wat topic should i put.... but its okay anyway.... hehe....


Promos are coming.... and i can still laugh... haha! donno whether i got enough time to study.... been training at night for quite a few weeks already.... seriously, i wanna finish promos and im free!!!! haha... NOT! haha... still got pw and malay 'a' level paper to study..... hai..... haha... malay...... wanna clear malay and get at least an E grade? arrgghh... i dont care anyway... as long i pass... thats enough..... haha... its kinda scary actually as promos are drawing nearer.... my common test results arent that good.... especially geog, gp and malay... hai... same old standard three of my weakest subjects.... haha.... if moe never change the system, i can take double maths already..... den no need to take geog.... haha! anyway, i cant change so too bad for me.... haha..... just need to cope ar....



Time flies really fast.... like wat Raphael had said in his blog.... actually, miss those days you know? hanging around near the pond, playing with "you-know-lah" name...... haha..... it was superb lah.... fun fun fun..... sorry guys, im someone who wants a lot of fun and laughter..... thats me.... haha.... eventhough got disputes ar.... still, we solved it. either hard or soft way..... got someone cried and angry and happy and gay and sad and all lah! haha.....



This pic was taken during my school's grad nite. Well, won the most sporting table award coz we were really really THAT sporting at that point of time.... Woohoo!!! totally superb! well, you guys are great man! should go swimming or hiking or anything lah some other time when ALL of us are free ya? haha!!!!


well, thats all about it today... sept hols are coming.... need to study.... and CONFIRM got extra lesson.... haha....

I lazy to write topic lah....

Hahahaha...... donno wat topic should i put.... but its okay anyway.... hehe....


Promos are coming.... and i can still laugh... haha! donno whether i got enough time to study.... been training at night for quite a few weeks already.... seriously, i wanna finish promos and im free!!!! haha... NOT! haha... still got pw and malay 'a' level paper to study..... hai..... haha... malay...... wanna clear malay and get at least an E grade? arrgghh... i dont care anyway... as long i pass... thats enough..... haha... its kinda scary actually as promos are drawing nearer.... my common test results arent that good.... especially geog, gp and malay... hai... same old standard three of my weakest subjects.... haha.... if moe never change the system, i can take double maths already..... den no need to take geog.... haha! anyway, i cant change so too bad for me.... haha..... just need to cope ar....



Time flies really fast.... like wat Raphael had said in his blog.... actually, miss those days you know? hanging around near the pond, playing with "you-know-lah" name...... haha..... it was superb lah.... fun fun fun..... sorry guys, im someone who wants a lot of fun and laughter..... thats me.... haha.... eventhough got disputes ar.... still, we solved it. either hard or soft way..... got someone cried and angry and happy and gay and sad and all lah! haha.....



This pic was taken during my school's grad nite. Well, won the most sporting table award coz we were really really THAT sporting at that point of time.... Woohoo!!! totally superb! well, you guys are great man! should go swimming or hiking or anything lah some other time when ALL of us are free ya? haha!!!!


well, thats all about it today... sept hols are coming.... need to study.... and CONFIRM got extra lesson.... haha....

Dots....

Well, just recovered..... just need to be myself and stop complaining.... haha.... complaining wont help.... it will make the people around you irritated.... serious.... haha.... anyway.... this week is okay even though its tiring.... i just realise..... after exercising, you will feel refresh... really.... haha.... anyway.... kinda sad coz i cant teach people now.... i miss teaching maths and chem.... now with training, i cant teach..... hai.... but never mind.... there's always saturday...... and i can take leave for my up-coming promos.... haha.... and i need to catch up.... hahha..... today i was damn tired in school.... was sleeping and sleeping..... didnt want to talk actually just now coz i wanna sleep.... not enough sleep i guess..... and i need to not only lose weight but also, make my body smaller.....


Ar? Hahaha.... donno how long i can take to acheive this but that is wat my coach said..... when there's a will, there's a way.... haha.... cant promise you all i will lose weight and become small but i will do my best... haha.... one of my goals now.... lose weight and become smaller..... must control my diet already..... haha.... thats all ar.....


[Sorry i cant teach you during weekdays. Holidays are coming.... So i can teach you in morning i guess.....]

Why?

I donno why now..... i got sooo many problems.... since i joined jj.... i got sooo many problems.... i hate it seh... im clearing all the problems one by one..... den end up, another one comes out.... fuck lah.... fuck lah..... arrggghh..... shit lah.....



CAN ALL OF YOU SHUT UP? I DONT NEED YOUR COMMENTS..... AND WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? YOU SAID IM WHINING AND WHINING IS IT? YAYA.... WATEVER..... I KNOW IM NOT OKAY! I KNOW YOU ALL LIVE IN A HAPPY LIFE.... ALL YOUR LIFE IS EASIER THAN MINE..... HAPPY HERE HAPPY THERE.... ENJOY AR.... HELLO!!! CAN YOU GIVE ME MORE FREEDOM? I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.... IM ALREADY 17..... AND I KNOW MY PRIORITIES..... IM NOT A SMALL BOY WHO DOESNT KNOW ANYTHING...... AND DONT BLAME THE COMPUTER.... THE COMPUTER DID NOHING WRONG.... THERE'S NOTHING WRONG HAVING A COMPUTER IN MY ROOM..... CAN YOU ALL REALLY SHUT UP..... IM TRYING TO COPE EVERYTHING YOU KNOW.... IM SOOOO STRESS UP..... GIVE ME TIME OKAY..... ARRRGGHHH..... I KNOW I CAN DO IT.... I KNOW I CAN DO WELL IN BOTH MY STUDIES AND SPORTS..... SO DONT ADD THE STRESSNESS LAH.... JUST KEEP QUIET..... I CAN DO AND I KNOW I CAN.....

Need anger management

Well, before i start my main topic for the day.... lets see what i have done for my weekends....

Saturday: Well, i didnt go for malay dance practise coz i need to extend my passport.... haha... sorry ar.... hahahaha.... anyway.... i went to to the ICA building.... thought that there will be a lot of people there and yup.... im correct.... den i was like thinking.... confirm a lot of people.... den when i came up to the counter and got my number... i was like a split second den they call up my number.... actually, there was no one extend their passport at that point of time... Woohoo!!!! Hahaha..... like that also want to get soooo excited.... hahahaha..... den went to johor... go angsana.... i bought a sweater for myself, an adidas sweater... woohoo!!!! now i just need a new pair of adidas shoes.... den it will be nice.... ALL ADIDAS!!!! hahaha!!!! anyway, bought 12 games also!!!! haha!!! test all already.... den had dinner at Danga Bay there, the Sungguh Sedap makan place (i think thats the name) and it was superb!!!! haha.... got FOOD!!!! Hahaha..... its really nice eating there... it was just nice... den after eating, jalan2 at the danga bay night market there.... seriously, all the stalls, they sell almost the same stuffs.... so.... kinda boring.... after walking and rounding and stuff like that..... headed home.... hehe....


Sunday: Today, to me... started out good.. but ended up real bad.... was happily playing my ps2... and i was so tired already and went to sleep..... but then, need to go out.... my parents wanted to go to imm.... i was like.... 'i wanna sleep'..... so i was moody and stuff like that.... and.... i kinda like raise my voice to my dad..... i slam the car door.... i was just bored and tired.... and i think.... im too sensitive..... always want attention..... so the main topic for the day is that.... i need to control my anger.... sometimes, i over-reacted.... den i got pissed and stuffs like that... i think the person who was hurt the most was my dad.... i keep on ignoring him.... i keep on "Ar"-ing at him.... how rude am i.... i became so different from last time.... i just want everyone to be happy.... that's all... the sincere smile on their faces.... hai... well, i should start apologising my father first..... syafiq syafiq..... u need anger management....

Stupid...

Why is my family members saying that im sick because im at the computer for too long? its like... WTF!!!! hello!!!! im studying so hard until i keep on stressing myself.... stress until i wanna rest... and they can still say im at the computer for too long... everything blame me and the computer.... say that i chat too much and stuffs lke that... okay! i admit that i chat but c'mon lah.... i need the computer to do my stuffs right? im so stressed up already and you are adding stress to me?? say that the computer affects my life and im sick because of the computer...... Wat the hell!!!!


HAVE YOU ALL BEEN IN JC LIFE BEFORE? HAVE YOU ALL? NO RIGHT.... SO DONT COMMENT SO MUCH..... LET ME COPE MYSELF AND IF I NEED YOUR HELP, I WILL COME TO YOU.... I WANT TO STUDY OKAY.... I WANT TO TRAIN..... LET ME DO WHAT I WANT TO DO.... LET ME GO OUT AND STUDY.... LET ME STAY BACK LATE TO STUDY.... IM NOT THE OLD SYAFIQ WHO PLAYS A LOT OF GAMES NOW.... I NEED TO STUDY.... THAT IS WAT ALL OF YOU SAID TO ME.... SO DONT DISTURB ME..... JC IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE OTHER INSTITUTIONS.... I HAVE TO STUDY 6 SUBJECTS YOU KNOW.....

OMG... Im sick

I cant believe it.... im sick already... i got flu, sorethroat and headache.... 3 in 1 seh!!! Hahaha.... Pening kepala you know? Hahaha....

Anyway, while waiting for the 'Q'.... Hahaha.... went to massage my legs... first time seh.... Hahahaha.... the massager ar.... massage my leg until so nice seh.... its damn nice ar.... eventhough quite painful at certain parts of the leg... hehe... its soooo fun.... den while being massaged, watched the chinese reality show called "its showtime".... den got jj.... i see them... walow.... haha okok.... firstly, i dont understand coz its in chinese and they were like.... laughing here and there ar... haha... wat the heck....

i didnt go training today... and i wont be coming tomorrow also... haha.... can rest and study... thank you ar.... i can study... haha... i think my life now is either study or train... thats all.... and its like day and night for me ar... haha.... now i feel how my siblings feel.... haha... anyway, complain for wat? i wont complain these kind of stuffs one.... u wanna be the best, u have to do it wat.... must push yourself all the way.... and thats how to be the best.... u study smart, u train hard... den it will be a almost-perfect combination.... woohoo!!! and i wanna do that.... and for my free time which is on saturdays.... i will try to tutor my friends if they need help... tat way.... FUYO!!!!! haha.... I LIKE.... haha... it will be fun.... den if totally stressed u with these things, must play resident evil 4... den can be scared and jumping around the hall... haha...


okok... thats all lah.. anyway, guys, if u wanna go out jalan-jalan, please invite me ar.... invite me after i finish my promos... den can enjoy while celebrating hari raya... haha.... and i will be organising!!!! haha... and aisya will be my mentor!!!! haha!!!! bye!!!


[All the way, syafiq syafiq no *******!!! Haha... LAME!!!! Hahaha!!!! Anyway, its ming's *****... so you all should know ar.... Hahaha!!!! LAME!!!! Hahaha!!!]

No title

Okay... let me update wateva i did for the past few days ar.....

Friday: Actually, had mass yoga in the morning... Haha... Feels good having exercise early in the morning... Hahaha.... We should do some running and stuffs like that... Hahahaha.... Den got back chem paper... I got 54 only lah..... Wat the heck.... I need an 'A'!!! Hahaha.... But at least i improve... Hahahaha.... Okay2.... And dats about it lah... Nothing interesting happen to me....


Saturday: Went for TKD training in the morning.... Haha!!!! Learn the basic some more.... and the basic is like.... so pro like that... Hahahaha..... Must balance a tin can with your raising leg and that kind of thing... Hahaha!!! Den i met my family and we played badminton!!!! Woohoo!!! Hahaha.... Played for two hours..... Half way im exhausted already.... Hahaha... Den after that straight away i met my sec sch friends and we went to esplanade to watch fireworks!!!! Woohoo!!!! Hahahaha!!! I reached there at 5pm and waited until 9pm.... that is like 4 hours??? Hahaha... Only kiasu ppl will do that... like me.. Hahaha but it is worthwhile okay.... the fireworks so nice!!!! Hahahaha!!!! I got this pic from my friend, Raphael.....



Nice right??? Hahaha... And i just wish someone was there with me.... Den that will be so nice... hahaha... adding on also i was dressed up so nice and neat for that night... LOL!!! Hahahaha!!! Sorry readers, i just feel that way... Hahahaha... GAY!!! Hahaha.... Wat the fish!?!?!?! Hahaha... Den after that, i went home and thats about it.... Hahaha....



Today: Wake up early in the morning coz my sis is going to compete in the Junior Silat Championship.... Hahaha.... Pack here and there... almost everywhere.... Hahaha!!!! And b4 we left, me and my bro played resident evil 4... Hahaha... Now im not scared already!!!! Hahaha!!!! But i was a bit scared when there's a lot of zombies coming to you and you have no idea what to do... and the worst part is that you dont have enough ammunition.... Hahaha!!!! OKay... enough of that... we headed to joo chiat cc for the competition.... and my sis got second!!! Yay!!! Hahaha... We got gold and silver medalist at home!!!! Hahaha!!!! 5 gold medals and 1 silver medal!!! Woohoo!!!! Hahahaha!!!! and guess wat??? i have been recording all the pesilats who perform just now from 10am till 5pm.... And i was soooo sleepy... Hahaha... record wrongly somemore... Hahaha.... And there was this guy, he was also recording like me and he was bored and he started to talk to me and this is wat he said...

Guy: So still schooling?

Me: Yup.

Guy:Which poly?

Me:No, im in JC

Guy: Ooo.. i see... Eh, why JC does not take part in the recent IVP silat?

Me: Arrm, coz JC dont have a silat cca

Guy: Ooo... Actually they should have silat as a cca in JC so that there will be a lot of competitiors in the competition.. Well, why not your club start the cca in your JC?

Me: Haha... See first ar...

Actually, we talked in malay.... just translate it lah.. Hahaha... It was fun talking to him ar... I was beside him for like 7 hours? Maybe less than that but ard there... hahahaha!!!! wateva... den i reach home and start blogging ar... And i also got something to blog...




Okay fine.... I know i talk rubbish and people cant even understand me... And since when the reason im that way is because of you.... I told them that the problem is not you.... I told them there is nothing wrong with you. I am the problem. I am upset that time because i got my problem. And the problem that time was my friends.... I keep thinking too much until it goes so far... So far that i think of the negative side of it... that is why im that way at that time. Why should i tell people that you are the problem? Why should i tell that you are the cause? Hello.... I dont do that to my friends.... And i will never do that.... I will do that to someone whom i really really dislike... And maybe im the kind of person who doesnt care about people's feelings... I only care about myself right? Im always like that right? At that point of time.... i didnt know how you feel... i didnt know because im already upset of myself.... And now, if you really cant help me anymore, den i will help myself.... if you dont want to help, is your wish... I cant stop you... i know i ask so much from you..... i know you dont know wat to do after helping me so much.... i talk too much crap and i dont say things clearly right? if you wanna give up, its your choice.... i have nothing to say.... And i must agree with you... Maybe i became too sensitive when i joined JJC.... Maybe i became too girlish when i come to JJC and guess wat? My own father told me that.... He told me i act like a girl.... He told me i totally change a lot.... From a happy-go-lucky boy to the moody boring syafiq you have seen for the past few weeks.... but is my problem right? so i have to solve it myself right? okay, fine... im so sory if im taking this too seriously... but this is wat i feel... im not trying to make you feel wrong or something.... And why do you always have to do it on your blog? Can we meet and talk and settle this? Can we take our free time to discuss about it? Can you tell me face to face? You know, its weird for readers to read about this kind of thing.... Seriously, we should meet.... thats the only way... if we keep on doing this, i tell you, it will never end....


We must really really talk about this... We must not ignore it..... Ignoring it will make things worst... We must talk... We must communicate.... and communication is what we lack of... and from my own opinion, i believe that i lack in communication skills.... thats is why this is all happening.... All this nonsense i created.... Seriously, we need to talk.... I beg you.... We need to talk...

[Believe my words, and i promise you that we can settle this]

Brain not working

Im been rotting at home since the eve of national day till the last holiday of national day.... Im kinda bored lah... Hahaha... wanna go out, at night got training.... den yesterday wanna go out coz im free for one whole day, my dad brought us to our auntie's house and watch NDP parade together... Alamak.... Hahaha.... But never mind.... i ate durian yesterday!!!! Hahaha.... actually, i dont eat durian but, too bad ar... i eat anything halal... hahaha!!!! okok.... den today... also boring... just do housework and all.... den wash the car.... den i played resident evil 4..... and i got scared... hahaha!!!! i just cant play scary games lah!!!! even movies like "ju-on", "the ring" and that kind of show.... i dont watch it at cinemas... and i wish not to watch it ar.... its so scary lah..... i will be like.... covering my eyes and all.... hahahaha.... i know im a scary cat but too bad ar..... so wat if im scared? hahaha!!!! i still can laugh a lot!!! Hahaha!!! (i know i dont make sense... im talking crap here... hahaha!!!) Anyway.... i feel so tired having training at 6.30pm at bedok.... i will be tired if im having holiday like now.... haiya!!!!


train train train.....

If i keep up with national training... i tell you, i can be fit seh.... my first training im like panting like hell, second training i suffered like hell also.... today confirm super tired again... Hahahhaa!!!! But i still come even though its tiring.... it is wat i want.... hahaha!!!! woohoo!!!!


tired tired tired!!!!!

Hahahaha!!!!!


den we got promos coming up... hahaha!!!! must study again.... hahaha!!!!


everyday study, everyday train!!!! woohoo!!!

I think i can become crazy seh!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!!

(singing)
Slapping here slapping there slapping everywhere
I want to~~~ run around
With my silly face... Oei!


HAhahaha.....


I need to call the GAY company....
We got... 7 gays.... Hahaha!!!!
Anyone wanna join, please come and find me... Hahahaha... Only boys ar!!! Hahahaha!!!!


Seriously now, im been crapping since just now... donno why but crapping makes me feel happy... Hahahaha!!!! HAPPY HAPPY!!!! Hahahaha....


AND IM NOT GAY! HAHAHAHA!!!!


Thats all lah now... going for training later.... bye!!!! Hahhahaha!!!

[Do not ask me anything, you know why? Coz im gonna ask you first! Hahahahaha! LAME! Hahahahaha]

Arrmm....

Sorry about the previous post....



I think that i over reacted that time and... i was stressed up... And, im beginning to see the good side of life now.... I shouldnt be stressed up with small things... I need to be cool.... I want my friends to be there... I want my friends to laugh at me... I dont care.... I want to be me.... the old syafiq whereby people laugh at me because of my sillyness, clumsyness and blurness and i dont care.... i still wanna do it...

So what if im clumsy?
So what if im silly and blur?


Sorry, its my personality.... Its my strength.... No one can copy me but i can copy u all... Hahahaha!!! Anyway, the comments in the tagboard boost my moral and I think that... Im been killing myself for the past few months i think....


So now, i have to think positive... I have to believe in myself.... I must see wat i can do... My friends are there to support me.... My gay friends (sorry im not gay. I just love the word 'gay'), jj friends and all kinds of friends i have.....


Now, i shouldnt care about small little things... i must focus wat i wanna do....
I have my studies, I have to train, I wanna go overseas competition, I wanna be the best, I wanna be someone who is able to do really really well in both academic and non-academic field... I wanna be someone, who is able to support my future famliy so that they wont suffer. I wanna be wat i wanna be. And from now on, no one is going to stop me... All the nonsensical crap that has happen to me wont stop me.... Now i am motivated to train hard, study smart and also not forgetting my PS2 and computer, which is play hard too!!! I dont wanna be a geek or a sports person or a gamer. I wanna be an all-rounder. That is my goal....

To acheive my goal, i just have to remember something important which is.... I must not think to much. Thats all.... So thats about it....


Training is tough
Studies are boring
Games are scary

Wat to do? Just carry on ar!!! Hahaha!!!!

One last thing, anyone can intro to me new games or songs to me? im kinda outdated.... Hahaha!!!! wat the fish....

Going off!!!!

[Lets kick some ass! Woohoo!!!!]

Seriously.......

Im thinking too much....

Im not clear.....

Im confused.....

I dont feel the same way......

Im always lonely.....

This cannot be....

This cannot be....

I gonna become crazy if i continue this way.....

Im going to be stress over stupid reasons....

Im going to lose my friends....

Im going to lose myself....

Im going nuts....

I cant concentrate....

There's too much pressure....

Pressure....

Pressure....

Pressure....

I dont feel relieved anymore.....

People are hating me....

I dont know whether its true or not but, i just feel it....

Im stressful.....

Im stressful.....

I gonna cry.....

I cant believe it.....

No one.... no one.....

Why? Why?

Why am i rejecting ppl inviting me to watch movies?

Why?

Why arent ppl replying my messages? Why?

Am I the problem? Am I the cause?

I really sux in this man.....

How am i going to survive for 1+ more years in jj?

How? I cant continue in this state....

Why is my life is so challenging?

I have never face this kind of problem before.....

Is it ppl influencing me to be this way? Or suiting to the environment or something like that?

This is hard to explain... I cant even explain....

People says that im weak....

Im weak...

I dont believe that....

I just dont want to be fierce.....

What happens if I become fierce? Will i get kick out from jj?

I guess so.... becoz....

I think.... im aggressive

Too aggressive.....

Maybe thats why ppl hate me if they do....

Also maybe im blur....

Im dumb....

Im slow....

Well, some ppl just cant accept me anyway....

Im just sad....

Im demoralised by all this crap....







I think that....

I need to be loved....

Because....

I know, I cant survive anymore if this continues....

Life has to go on

Firstly..... My finals are over!!!! Woohoo!!! I got double gold!!!! Woohoo!!!

Gold for Artistic Doubles

Gold for Match 'Open' Category

Haha... Woohoo!!!


Gold Gold Gold Gold Gold Gold!!!!!! Woohoo!!!!







After that.... I got my common test!!!!! Hahaha..... Maths is okay.... Chem was so-so.... geog became sinkhole!!! Hahaha.... Thats teruk lah... Hahaha.... Still need to understand my concept and get it cleared... Den computing..... is was OKAY...... Hahaha.... Still dont know my results yet... But hope it goes well....


Den... on friday, i went for national briefing.... talk here and there.... listen here and there..... and thats about it lah... Hahaha.... Im so happy i am able to train with the national atheletes... Hehehe..... but my nighttime all burn... Hahaha... never mind... its okay.... woohoo!!!!


Den sat, we got mcs farewell party..... Only a few came down for the party..... Was sad lah coz its like... 40 ppl watching me perform tat day.... But never mind..... At least some ppl care to come down.... and support me.... =) haha.... den we had games and video and all.... and makan!!!! Hahaha.... den went to some place beside funan centre to cut my hair.... hehe.... now my head is light, can headbutt ppl already..... Hahahaha.... so not true..... haha.....



den sun, my silat club have this prize presentation for the winners of the recent competition... hehe.... den i got this "Pesilat Tauladan" award because i excel in both academic and non-academic field... hehe... now i got this trophy with this big star.... sooo nice!!!! Hahaha.... and its GOLD!!! Hahaha..... Den makan!!!! Hahaha..... nice nice nice.....


Den today(Monday), had my first national training at PERSISI.... it was tough and tiring.... i think now i must cut down my weight and start to exercise more..... must be flexible and all..... and im in the Artistic Team!!!! Woohoo!!!! This coming december got competition.... Hopefully i can join the comp!!! but i need to compete internally first.... hehe.... must do my best so i can get selected to go!!! woohoo!!!! Hahaha...... And i reach home around 11.30pm just now... Ooooo... tats so late.... and i got no time to do my EOM.... Hehehe...


Anyway, another thing i wanna blog is:


Sometimes, i dont know..... Is there a problem with the people around me or just me? I need friends, friends who will be there for me.... friends who will wait for me..... friends who will accept who i am and friends, who will regard my friends as friends..... I dont get it.... Sometimes, i got this problem when a group of friends dislikes my other group of friends.... Its like.... i donno where to stand.... I want to be clear, i want to be frank with all of you is that..... please, tell me the problem and maybe i can explain the problem.... hopefully by this way, there will be peace.