A bit of History....

Firstly, Im free tonight and..... YES AR!!! Tomorrow no school!!! Haha.... So decided to blog about history... A bit of my history.... Hahaha.... Lets start from where i can remember....



Kindergarden

Used to play at the old sand-box (now no more already) and make my own funny funny shapes.... I remember that I cried during my first day in school. I was banging the door, crying for my mum and end up... My teacher carried me and put me to sleep... Haha.... Den i remembered tat i have to grow a 'taugeh' in a yakult bottle.... Haha... And I was really enthu doing mathematical sums.... Maybe tats y im like this..... MATHS FREAK!!! Haha... Anyway, i still remember that we have a performance during National Day and i must wear lipstick.... Haha... Funnylah.... Haha... Den i must go for night classes..... I still remember that coz of the rooms... They were big and its really really damn cool in there. Haha...

Primary School

I remembered the first day in primary school. I wore a white uniform with grey vertical strips and grey shorts.... Really fat at that time.... I was waiting for the bus to arrive with my brothers... Haha... I remembered tat time, all of us were late for sch and we tried to sneak in to the sch without the DMs and prefects seeing us. It was really funny lah. We hid behind the cars and we moved from one car to the other.... Haha... Its damn funny lah. And c'mon lah, its in the morning and its no use sneaking into the sch. The DMs were in the canteen and they can see us!!! Haha... Both my bros were caught but i ran away that time.... Haha... And my subject teacher didnt know tat i was late.... That's good.... Haha.... I was not really social when i was in primary school.... I didnt make a lot of friends.... Only a few close ones.... We argued before and make fun of people... And so on and on and on..... Haha.... I HATE TAF CLUB in primary sch.... I have to run, do skipping and all the exercise... I was big and fat at that time lah.... Haha... Those were the days.... Haha...

Secondary School

Im wearing green uniform at that time... Haha... And in tis 4 years, it really really change my whole life..... From an unsociable person to someone who is talking a lot of craps.... Haha... Really!!! I was like recognised for a lot of stuffs lah.... Like in NCC, and maybe becoz tat im too kind, I was the monitor for the class in Sec 1 and den I was upgraded to a student councillor after 6 months in sch.... I was like wearing sch pants already lah.... Haha... From Sec1 to Sec4... Haha... Damn nice lah, wear long pants.... Haha.... And i dont wish to expose my legs....Haha... Den I had a crush on tis girl.... from Sec 1 until Sec4...... It was really an exciting moment in secondary school coz tats where I change a lot.....


Ok, thats all for today.... Im kinda sleepy seh.... Haha

NOOO!!!!!

Today is really really really boring ar....


Went to JP, ALONE....


Did window shopping, ALONE....


Wanted to have lunch at JP but im..... ALONE....


What the heck? Im so bored ar today.... I noe there is chem test tomorrow but, OMG!!!!


IM JUST BORED AR......


So bored, so bored..... Damn.... I cant believe it seh.... bored, bored, bored....


Arrrggghhh!!!!



Anyway, decided to watch the movie 'DOOM', ALONE...
First time watching a scary movie, ALONE.... Wow, damn scary lah.... Monsters all over the place and the part when the movie is going to end, it becomes like a game, a first person shooter game and i was like..... WTH!?!?! Hahaha.. Can only see the rifle and the guy keeps on shooting at infected humans and ugly, big monsters.... Haha, lucky i watch it in the day... If not... well, I cant sleep well... Hahaha...

Well, tats all ar.... Anyway, i wanna go and watch movies... My bros and sis watch the latest movie already.... Boo!!! Haha... Nvr mind, I will find time.... Hehe

Cooled down

Well, after so much laughter and nonsense made, I felt much better... Just have to relax and go with the flow... Now I realise... Coz he also had other problems.... Haha... Now I know...


But wateva it is, sometimes, you just have to talk and make your friends feel comfartable with you... That's how it should be done... Well, dont want to talk about it anymore. Its the past anyway....Haha... Laugh laugh.... Hahahahhahaa


Heavy rain in the afternoon... Managed to reach Jurong Point with minimum impact from the rain (WTH!?!?!)... Anywae, I was alone there... Den suddenly met my cousin there, talk for a while and den, i continued window shopping again. ALONE. Haha... Its okay for me anywae. Den i found this huge and nice bag. Cost ard 50 bucks.... Nice bag... Hahaha... Den went down to banquet and met my parents and sister, together with my cousin.... Haha... My cousin treat me today!!!! Haha!!! Good good, next time my turn.... Hehehe.... Met my junior, Hon Farhanah, tis nice Chinese-Malay girl.... Haha... Her smile is still the same.... Big and wide!!! Haha... Anyway, my dad bought me a new bag and i was, damn.... I was aiming for tis bag and ended up, my dad bought me an Adidas bag... I was like 'NOOOO!!!!' But its okay, got lots of compartments. Its 9 bucks more expensive than the bag i wanted... Cool.... Hahaha


Anywae, that's all for today... Felt happy today. (Big Smiles!!!!)

[Friend or Lover? Which one is better?]

Stress???

Well, its been long i didnt update my blog.... There are a few reasons to that which is:

1) Stress. Got lots of homework to do....

2)Busy. Just busy

3)And I got some problems....

Okok.... Lets start...

JJC is a nice place..... Met different types of ppl there.... Oooo... I just cant describe... Haha.... Anyway, joined Taekwondo as my CCA and a default CCA too which is Malay Cultural Society... Haha... I have to teach silat for the upcoming cultural day in JJC... Haha... Damn im good... Haha... Wateva...

I was enjoying for the first 3 weeks but then i suddenly feel something wrong... Ya.. something wrong with the relationship with my friend.... Maybe because i hurt him and he began not to so called "entertain" me... I felt so different for this week.... I feel that he wants to avoid me and... you know... And now im showing my attitude to study and you should noe ppl like them.... Some ppl just dont like studious ppl... Well, so wat? I want to study. I determine my future, not the ppl around me... And c'mon ar, your behaviour is visible.... You dont have to be sarcustic(hopefully correct spelling) with me. I can see from your looks.... You just dont noe me yet.... And why from secondary school until now, the ppl whom i want to be friends with will be very very different from me? I mean, cant we talk about the class, the teachers in schools, the subjects, make fun of the teachers, make stupid and lame jokes in lectures and all sort of lame stuffs??? I enjoy doing that... I always believe laughter is the best medicine.... Just LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! Hahahaha... Okok...But if you still want to continue that way, den too bad.... I will just avoid you.... There's always other ppl who i can hang out with... And c'mon, cant you be sporting enough? Cant you take jokes? Never mind, I dont entertain ppl like you...


YOU ARE JUST A BORING PERSON!!!!!!


I prefer hanging out with other ppl to your group of friends... You all are just boring, and ppl who cant accept me..... Just treat me invisible... I dont mind.... Im not the type who fights back... If you dont like me or you want an apology from me,

JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT TO THE FACE!!! I WILL DO IT OKAY!!!! AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY, I DONT MIND. I DONT CARE. IF YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE, TELL ME!!! I DONT MIND... IF YOU DONT WANT ME IN THE GROUP, I LEAVE!!! I DONT CARE... YOU JUST DONT HAVE TO BE "SINIS"(ITS A MALAY WORD, FIND THE MEANING URSELF!!!) TO ME.... YOU NOE Y? COZ I CAN SEE IT!!!! ITS SO OBVIOUS... I HATE THE SURROUNDINGS WHEN IT BECOMES LIKE THIS.... I JUST NEED TIME TO OVERCOME ALL THIS DAMN SHIT STUFFS.... JUST TELL ME DAMMIT!!!! YOU DONT HAVE TO HIDE!!! JUST TELL ME!!! COZ UR ACTING DIFFERENTLY TOWARDS ME THIS WEEK.... I CAN SEE IT DAMMIT!!!IM NOT BLIND!!!! YOU STILL DONT KNOW ME YET....

Haiz.... tomorrow is friday... Rest rest.... woohoo!!!! Im so sick of this stuffs happening in school... I wish this will not last long.... I just need the correct ppl around me so that i can survive in sch... Well, that all i have.... hopefully i can find time to update my blog.... hehe...

Anywae, gtg....

Signing off!!!!

[I just love you so much but I just dont want to spoil our relationship]