i cant put my feelings into words... i still remember i took this personality test during the week before i entered JC....



"I" =======> Influencing / Inspiring

General characteristics
- Enthusiastic
- Trusting; Optimistic
- Persuasive; Talkative
- Impulsive; Emotional

Value to the team
- Creative problem solver
- Great encourager
- Motivates others to achieve
- Positive sense of humor
- Negotiates conflicts; peace maker

Possible weaknesses
- More concerned with popularity than tangible results
- Inattentive to detail
- Overuses gestures and facial expressions
- Tends to listen only when it's convenient

Greatest fear--> REJECTION

"S" =======> Stable / Steady

General characteristics
- Good listener; Team player
- Possessive
- Steady; Predictable
- Understanding; Friendly

Value to the team
- Reliable and dependable
- Loyal team worker
- Compliant towards authority
- Good listener; Patient and empathetic
- Good at reconciling conflicts

Possible weakness
- Resists change
- Takes a long time to adjust to change
- Holds a grudge; Sensitive to criticism
- Difficulty establishing priorities

Greatest fear-----> LOSS OF SECURITY

Overall style: People Oriented

(Adapted from The Personality System book)


i think now, im encountering those fears above.... it is so emotionally painful.... i just dont want to share because i dont want all my friends to worry about me. i dont want them to feel down or something like that. is just that, i dont know whose the right person to tell now....


you have made an impact to my life
no one has ever done this to me before
i appreaciate all that you have done
i learn a lot from you
you are someone whom i will never forget
NEVER.

im trying my best
but i know i haven reach my best yet
"nothing will be the same again"

im putting in hope and faith that one day
time will heal the mess created
and everything will be the same again
Insyallah

it wont be instant
it wont be quick
but it can be done
nothing is impossible
but there are obstacles to overcome
and it wont be easy

and also one more ingredient to add
which is whether you have faith in
rebuliding our friendship again
its your choice
i dont want to force this kind of things anymore


take care my friend and study smart
there's always a helping hand here :)