Today is geog paper..... haha... not enough time to dump all my knowledge and drawings in the paper.... first time i have not enough time to complete my geog paper. I was like so stress and happy at the same time.... haha... I CAN DO GEOG!!!! Hahaha... luckily ar... so i must keep on having interest in geog.... its gonna be fun!!! hahaha....
Anyway, went for friday's prayers just now... and about the khutbah (so called lecture before prayers... i dont know wat is it called in english.... sorry2....) well, it really hit me that hard.... well, as all of us know, now is the month of ramadhan... to my non-muslim friends, its the fasting month... its the month whereby we not only dont eat and drink, but we must take care of what we say, hear, see and touch.... actually, so called fasting all our five senses.... what hit me hard is that recently, i didnt take care of my mouth.... and i didnt take care of my feelings..... i vent out everything here in this blog and people get hurt.... i feel bad ar..... its the fasting month and i have done bad in this month.... its so sad for me.... this is wat they call "ikut nafsu" or follow wat you want and feel to do (i think so... my translation is sooo bad... T.T) i regret wat i have done.... life is full of regrets..... i think this year, i regret lots of stuffs..... really.... i dont wanna name here... later sekali my Sir see this, he find me.... hahahaha.... anyway, ya, i do have regrets.... but time just fly really fast.... i cant stop or freeze time.... just have to live it.... and no point bringing myself down.... find advantages behind these regrets... see what i can do so that i will feel better... and c'mon, im a leader.... i was the president of the student councillor... eventhough im not in any leadership position in jj, i will still be that leader i used to be.... and im a Cadet Lieutanant of NCDCC.... why am i doing such things? i should educate my friends about civil defence.... ya.... i think i should.... hahaha... but need to revise my skills.... its been almost a year since i practise on those stuffs.... and i remembered one year ago, i sign up for the CLT course which was held in December.... those days of training.... suffering and pain.... hardwork and teamwork... being kiwi-ed and tekan-ed.... and being thrown into the gas chamber to experience the OMG-feeling teargas.... damn fun days.... i want to go for the course again... refresh my skills and turn over a new leaf.... i wanna serve NCDCC to my fullest now... and i wanna collect my No.3 uniform... the bush jacket... hahahaha... and i just got screwed by the storeman of NCDCC just now... haha... suppose to collect in april but im collecting now... haha....
Anyway, monday is maths.... and im gonna ace it!!!! i dont care!!! hahaha.... and also i wanna collect my no.3 that day... now i guess i should apologise to LTA Hozefa first.....
Got to go!!!
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